Sick, Part 3

Feeling better now, though it was horrible when I first woke up. Here’s the funny thing that happened when I went to the doctor’s.

The doctor said that I should have a Libran for a boyfriend, because I’m a Geminian. *Laughs* Guess what dear Leo is? *Huggles and squishes her Leo*

Dreams. Now this one is a bit more serious. It’s the first time in years that I’ve woken up from a dream that felt like it WAS reality. It’s the first time I’ve not been able to distinguish between dream and reality.

I dreamt that I went to sleep, and I woke up to find that I had died and gone to heaven. I was reunited with my sister, and we spent a day in heaven. I met people I thought had long gone, only to discover a few discrepancies later on.

For one, she never laughed at my jokes. For another, there was one young girl I remember passing away when I was in Form 2. She was in Form 1. If no one else, I would have expected her to be there with me in heaven, but she wasn’t. I also felt a little sad at the people I had left behind… I missed my baby, I missed my mom, I missed my family. The sadness was in leaving all the people behind when I had so much to do for them.

Why was heaven a large warehousy/LUCT kind of place?

The last thing I remembered was closing my eyes to the girl’s smile, and then I woke up. It was day. It was also very unnerving.

Especially when you consider that I have never HAD a sister.

4 Responses

  1. Tiara March 15, 2006 / 11:29 PM

    OMG I had a similar dream two years ago – was in Heaven (or a Paradise-y type of place) and met everyone I had known in my life. And it WAS like LUCT. Except in my dream, the people I met were all alive still (IRL) and everything was a shade of blue.

    Weird!

    (maybe you were supposed to have a sister…)

  2. Naoko Kensaku March 16, 2006 / 5:28 PM

    Tell me about it sometime when we’re out chatting ya? Seriously, have never felt so disoriented before.

    And maybe it’s just my complex of wanting to have a sister. Who knows, I may have lost a twin… but this one was quite a bit younger than me to be my twin. :p

  3. Phil March 18, 2006 / 5:23 PM

    LOL!

    Unnerving is an understatement. That’s pretty freakish. Ask your mom if she ever had a miscarriage before. Your dream definitely sounds like something out of an X-File case. The solution: Get Mulder & Scully on the case! ^_^

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