Can you…

Funny how the light of the morning can give you a big slap in the face.

Can you build me up?
Or will you break me down?
Can you hold me without suffocating?
Or will you manipulate me for your own ends?

Can I trust you again, after this?
Or should I trust my instincts and run?
My friends all tell me to
But my heart says no.

If you can’t answer these questions
If you won’t change so that you won’t manipulate me or anyone else
Then I’m afraid no matter how much I love you
You might just kill me in the end.

I really don’t know whether or not to continue with this relationship, especially with all the negative feedback I’ve been getting from the people who mean the most to me. I know I said that I’m giving him one more chance, and I am. But there are some things that have to be changed and if they won’t, then I’m afraid dear, that I’ll have to leave you, as this has the potential to be a destructive relationship.

I love you.

4 Responses

  1. Tiara June 5, 2006 / 9:49 AM

    “potential”? Try “definite.”

    We care for you. You are so much better than this.

  2. Tiara June 5, 2006 / 9:51 AM

    Or should I trust my instincts and run?

    LISTEN TO THIS. If you don’t listen to any of us, fine; just listen to your instincts. They are your life savers.

  3. Serge Norguard June 5, 2006 / 11:43 AM

    simple. it’s up to you… i do not plan your destiny. i do not own you. you own yourself.

  4. Naoko Kensaku June 5, 2006 / 11:47 AM

    Thank you for that, darling.

    I love you.

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