It’s one am. I should be asleep by now, but I’m not. I can’t sleep. I don’t know why. My heart aches; I miss him terribly. Yet like some strange epiphany, I feel like I’m about to lose him. There’s a dull ache in my heart, a painful emptiness that seems to have taken over me and won’t let go. I miss him. Horribly.
I have had lots of things to be happy about this November. Now December’s here. I don’t know why I feel so listless. I’m normally alright, but today… today is just not a good day. It’s not work. It’s not him. It’s just me.
Bloody hell I hate being a woman sometimes. I must be missing something in my diet to feel so emotional and depressed. I’m going to go play a game. Nite.