[Meme] So bite me

Got this from YiLiang and Priest 8D. Basic rules are:

Leave me a comment saying “So bite me.”
– I’ll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
– Update your journal with the answers to the questions
– Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

Yi Liang
1.What are your personal feelings about life in Malaysia, and do you plan to leave, if ever?
Right now? Bitterness is beginning to creep in. I’m dissatisfied by the things that have been happening in Malaysia. Watch my idealism crumble, my faith in my country die, and the urge to kill politicians rise. I’m personally very disappointed by Dr M. To think I once held that old man in high esteem. Despite his flaws, I now prefer Pak Lah instead. At least Pak Lah showed that he trusted the people of Malaysia, even if the rest of his cronies were d*mb f*cks.

As to whether I plan to leave… that’s why I’m trying to get to Japan now. It’s one of the reasons why I’ve been looking for a job overseas.

2.What would you say are the simple everyday pleasures in your life that you cannot do without, besides manga, writing and anime, and why are they so essential to you?
Damnit, I can’t choose writing? 😛

Sensory pleasures. It’s in waking up and stretching each day. Laughing with my colleagues. Laughing with the people around me whom I treasure. It’s the going out to look for good food. It’s the pleasure of a hot cup of something with a good book. It’s in the warmth of a cuddle with someone you love.

3.If you could change anything in your past, what would you change and why?
Regrets, I have a few, but then again, too few to mention. I do wish I could go back and change things, but there’s nothing really that I want to change. The past is what made me into who I am today, so no.

4.What would you say are your best traits?
Work wise, it’s the ability to work quickly if needed, though I still need to master the art of working quickly, efficiently, and hand in good work. I’m enthusiastic, I’m passionate about what I believe in, and I don’t give up easily. Well, not if it’s interesting to me.

I would say my eternal optimism too, but that one’s been draining lately. Doesn’t help that I equate optimism with bubble-headed always smiling and being irritatingly cheerful, so that’s a bit of a hit and miss.

5.What are your deepest fears and why are they your deepest fears?
Of being told I’m not good enough. That what I’ve done is something completely useless, and that *I* am useless. That I’m not needed, that I am not worthy.

I guess in summary, the fear of being rejected. I don’t want to end up alone. I don’t have the strength for it. I fear being kicked out, of having to make my way through the world alone, friendless and helpless.

Another is the fear that I don’t own myself. That my body is not mine. Of being a slave and not being allowed to think, to have control and CHOICE over what happens to me. I fear that.


1. Favourite food(s):
Mmm… depends on my mood really. This can be anything from Curry rice to wan tan mee to cheese lasagne to sandwich etc etc. However I can tell you what I DON’T like: veggies and chilli. 😛

2. Top 3 megane boys at the moment (I’m so generous kay)
FUWAAA. First is of course Hakkai~ Aaaa so emo yet so smiling at the same time~ so much love~

Shoichi Irie. So good boy become bad boy become good boy… ok I’m seeing a pattern here.

Last one: He doesn’t wear glasses, but he’s damn cute and functions as the geek is Shuda from Seirei No Moribito. Actually he’s tied with Tanda, because although they don’t wear glasses, they’re both very knowledgeable and aaaaaa so dorky~~~~

3. How did you become may_billy’s mama?
Mmmm IRC. I adopted May and she became my daughter. 😀 Currently she’s the youngest of my daughters. Her papa is my uke, Raz.

4. Last game you played?
Hahahahaha! Cooking Mama 3 and Red Cliff Online.

5. Ever dyed your hair? If so, what colours?
Nope, but I have highlighted it blue and dark brown before. I haven’t had the chance; it’s the cost of the hair dye that usually kills me. XD