When you can literally feel the earth shift beneath you and you know that your life’s turning. It’s always going to be horrible before it gets better, but now, at least, I don’t feel so aimless anymore. I know I’m going to get chewed out. I know I’m going to face another person’s disappointment in me cause I failed, and boy this time, did I fail spectacularly.
I might even lose my job for this. Or at the very least, take a paycut cause goddamnit I am an idiot.
But goddamnit, it feels damn good to screw up like an adult.
Yeah, this is definitely the chocolate high talking. So I shall shut up now and sleep.