[Life] There comes a time

When you can literally feel the earth shift beneath you and you know that your life’s turning. It’s always going to be horrible before it gets better, but now, at least, I don’t feel so aimless anymore. I know I’m going to get chewed out. I know I’m going to face another person’s disappointment in me cause I failed, and boy this time, did I fail spectacularly.

I might even lose my job for this. Or at the very least, take a paycut cause goddamnit I am an idiot.

But goddamnit, it feels damn good to screw up like an adult.

Yeah, this is definitely the chocolate high talking. So I shall shut up now and sleep.

*poof*

2 Responses

  1. Yumi June 21, 2011 / 2:19 PM

    I don’t know what happened, but it is comforting to see you are taking it as well as can be expected given the circumstances. At the risk of sounding presumptuous, I must say that I think disappointment is heartening because one has to hope or expect more to be disappointed, and that shows that someone cares. I wish you all the best, dear. Stay strong! <3

    • Naoko Kensaku June 21, 2011 / 8:59 PM

      Thanks dear!

      And the day right after that I feel like falling sick orz.

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